Google Searches on a Normal Thursday

By Quinn Collins 

Person (noun): a human being regarded as an individual. My birthday is April 23rd . I was born to my mother Hala and my father Ian. My favourite colours are purple, because it’s pretty, and green, because it’s natural and I am a servant of empathy and healing. 

-ality (suffix): with the sense of, or relating to, that which is denoted by the first element. Musicality means to have musical talent. Vitality means having lots of life. Sometimes it is not only a suffix but it also means you are more than whatever it adds onto. More than, say, person. 

Dis-(prefix): deprived of, to do the opposite of. There are many negative words to choose from here. Disassociate, distort, disturb. Disproportionate. All of these things lie in wait for me while they decide what the final word will be in this disadventure. 

Order (noun): a state in which everything is in its correct or appropriate place. Correct and appropriate have only ever been aspirational for me. I do need them, but more than that I want them. 

So, from that, I have gathered this: I am a human being, but more than that, I am deprived of the correct place in a world which describes me disordered for existing.